[He considers the best way to explain this to him, leaning forward.]
Not all ghouls are lucky. Sometimes that high dose of radiation fucks with the brain, too. Makes them forget who they were. A kind of - oh shit, what's that word? Dementia. Can make 'em aggressive.
They attack people and get themselves killed. But there's no cure for it.
[Shaun considers that for a moment. He's still not sure he'd call Hancock's condition 'lucky,' but he guesses it's better than the alternative. He settled back into his own seat.]
For us it's not lucky or unlucky--it's every mammal on Earth. We die, we turn into zombies. The lucky ones get put down before they can do any damage.
[I guess that makes me lucky.]
Would you rather have taken me with you?
[No. I know I was lucky you were there to take care of me, even if I wish it hadn't had to happen at all.]
[Shaun is well aware that he's crazy, and he's no stranger to explaining that fact to others. He points to his head.]
I talk to my dead sister. We both know she's not real [he says like it's totally normal to assign sentience to your delusion] but ignoring her makes me want to swallow a bullet, so we talk. Well. I talk.
Weird, mostly. It's not really what I expected when I signed on for redemption. I was expecting... [He pauses. Well, I'm not really sure. Maybe Hell? Or Purgatory? But on a boat? I don't really believe in that shit, but it seemed appropriate.
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Sound like feral ghouls.
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What's that?
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Not all ghouls are lucky. Sometimes that high dose of radiation fucks with the brain, too. Makes them forget who they were. A kind of - oh shit, what's that word? Dementia. Can make 'em aggressive.
They attack people and get themselves killed. But there's no cure for it.
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For us it's not lucky or unlucky--it's every mammal on Earth. We die, we turn into zombies. The lucky ones get put down before they can do any damage.
[I guess that makes me lucky.]
Would you rather have taken me with you?
[No. I know I was lucky you were there to take care of me, even if I wish it hadn't had to happen at all.]
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No, I really wouldn't.
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I talk to my dead sister. We both know she's not real [he says like it's totally normal to assign sentience to your delusion] but ignoring her makes me want to swallow a bullet, so we talk. Well. I talk.
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[Well, honestly, he's heard weirder. And he's certainly heard voices in his time. Granted, he was very high, but still.]
You want to talk about her or should we pretend it's not happening?
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I don't want to talk about her, but you don't have to pretend I'm not crazy when you hear me talk to her.
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Instead, tell me how you're finding this place so far.
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Weird, mostly. It's not really what I expected when I signed on for redemption. I was expecting... [He pauses. Well, I'm not really sure. Maybe Hell? Or Purgatory? But on a boat? I don't really believe in that shit, but it seemed appropriate.
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